do you know what it's like to lose a lover one day you say you love her the next she's with another you think about her everyday
and everyday you suffer thinkin' how you coulda done it different but it's over she begged and pleaded for me to get sober
but i showed her i wasn't strong enough to stop and offered the cold shoulder sometimes it makes me think that i just want the rollercoaster
i don't wanna be with someone set to take it slower i have an obsession with the extreme but i think i learned my lesson for my next fling
the best thing is for me to fix myself before i jump into a jam that'll jeopordize my health cause i learned that i'm the angriest
when i get into relationships where we fighting over crazy shit all the time it's like we've drawn a line right down between us just like a dollar sign
[Verse 2: Detalks]
do you know what it's like to lose a friend any minute that you're with him it could be the end my homie told me that he's in the hospital again
was it cause of mixing drugs up or was it heroin i zero in and try to my best to understand but in the end can we really know another man
on the surface he seemed strong but that's all wrong cause i never thought that he would end up in this song and as time passed i realized
how many chances that life has given to me to be learning to lead on the right path from drugs on the streets death and disease
i've come to believe that there's more here for me and after all the shit that's happened i've become a better man than i was back then
Produced on the MPC1000, “Nosthaigia” documents time spent in Thailand via regional music. Available here in an exclusive color vinyl. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 24, 2024